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Its difficult to love someone when you don't know how to love. I wish I knew how. Ever since my very first relationship, which lasted four years ended about four or five years ago, I find myself always having the following relationships end in a very short period of time. It seems like I'm not capable of loving fully and openly like I once did. Having my heart broken badly on my first relationship probably made me the person I am today. I get very jealous. I think I've become an insecure person. I've become a very selfish and childish.

In my recent relationship, I have hurt her in so many ways. Not a day goes by that we don't have fights. Of course being the self centered and jealous and selfish and insecure person I am, I'd always start the fights with her, even though it wasn't my intention. Is it a "trust" issue? Maybe it is.... Maybe thats part of what kind of a person I am today....

I wish I could turn back time when I knew how to love someone. I wish I could get back that feeling of loving unconditionally. I wish I could love someone with out hurting her. I'm not blaming all this on my first relationship that broke my heart but instead putting the blame on myself for becoming who I am and what I've become. I guess I chose to be like this. I chose to be defensive, jealous, selfish and insecure. I have to change myself before its too late and end up with no one and be lonely for the rest of my life....
I wish I knew how....
I wish I knew how to get myself back on track...
I wish I know how to love again...

For the person who I hurt so deeply, I'm very sorry...

It was a hard fought game. Numerous players getting injured. Players limping out of the field or taking some time to get up. Hard hitting, low scoring, hard nose football game that was dominated by the defense of both teams. The Tennessee Titans committed 3 turnovers and committed 12 penalties for 89 yards. Tennessee had 5 fumbles with two of them lost. But despite committing those errors, Tennessee managed to keep the game close through out the game. Final score was 13-10.

Are the Ravens like the NY Giants of last year? So far they have won two road games on the road. Not to mention that the Ravens have a rookie Head Coach and a rookie quarterback. Joe Flacco became the first rookie quarterback in NFL History to win 2 playoff games.

Hawak Kamay
By: Yeng Constantino

Hawak Kamay - Yeng Constantino

Minsan madarama mo kay bigat ng problema
Minsan mahihirapan ka at masasabing “di ko makakaya”
Tumingin ka lang sa langit
Baka sakaling may masumpungan
Di kaya ako’y tawagin
Malalaman mong kahit kailan

[chorus]
Hawak-kamay
Di kita iiwan sa paglakbay
Dito sa mundong walang katiyakan
Hawak-kamay
Di kita bibitawan sa paglalakbay
Sa mundo ng kawalan

Minsan madarama mo
Ang mundo’y gumuho sa ilalim ng iyong mga paa
At ang agos ng problema’y tinatangay ka
Tumingin ka lang sa langit
Baka sakaling may masumpungan
Di kaya ako’y tawagin
Malalaman mong kahit kailan

[repeat chorus]

[bridge]
Wag mong sabihin nag-iisa ka
Laging isipin meron kang kasama
Narito ako oh, Narito ako

[repeat chorus]

Sa mundo ng kawalan
Hawak-kamay, Hawak-kamay
Sa mundo ng kawalan

Dahil Ikaw
By: True Faith

Dahil ikaw - True Faith

Sa piling ba niya ikaw ay
May lungkot na nararamdaman
Damdamin mo ba’y hindi maintindihan
At sa tuwing ako ang
Nasa iyong isipan
May nakita ka ba na ibang kasiyahan

[refrain]
Nandito lang ako
Naghihintay sa iyo
Na mapansin ang aking damdamin
Na para lang sa iyo

[chorus]
Dahil ikaw ang sigaw ng puso ko
Ikaw ang nasa isip ko
Ang nais ko ay malaman mo
Na ikaw ang tanging pangarap ng buhay
Pag-ibig ko sa iyo ibibigay
Nais ko ay malaman mo
Na mahal kita

Sa piling ba niya ikaw ay
May sakit na nararamdaman
Damdamin mo ba ay sinasaktan
At sa tuwing ako ang
Nasa iyong panaginip
Na tayong dalawa masayang magkapiling

[repeat refrain]

[repeat chorus]

Sana’y pagbigyan ang nadaramang ito
Sana masabi mo na mahal mo rin ako

[chorus 2]
Dahil ikaw ang sigaw ng puso ko
Ikaw ang nasa isip ko
Ang nais ko ay malaman mo
Na ikaw ang tanging pangarap ng buhay
Pag-ibig ko sa iyo ibibigay
Nais ko ay malaman mo

Na mahal kita (ikaw ang sigaw ng puso)
Na mahal kita (ikaw ang nasa isip ko)
Na mahal kita (ikaw ang sigaw ng puso)
Na mahal kita (ikaw ang nasa isip ko)

Cool Off
By: Yeng Constantino

Wag ka munang magalit
Ako sana’y pakinggan
Di ko balak ang ika’y saktan
Hindi ikaw ang problema
Wala akong iba
Di tulad ng iyong hinala

Sarili ay di maintindihan
Hindi ko malaman, ano ba ang dahilan
Ng pansatamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan
Minamahal kita, pero kelangan ko lang mag-isa

[Chorus]
Wag mong isipin na hindi ka na mahal
Sarili ko’y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa atin dalawa

Wag ka sanang lumuha
Sana’y intindihin
Ito ang dapat nating gawin
Upang magkakilala pa
At malaman kung tayo
Ay para sa isa’t isa
Wag mong pigilin ang damdamin
Sa aking pagkawala, makahanap ka bigla ng iba
Ngunit pakakatandaan mo sana
Na mahal pa rin kita, pero kelangan ko lang mag-isa

[Repeat Chorus]

Sarili ay di maintindihan
Hindi ko malaman, ano ba ang dahilan
Ng pansatamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan
Minamahal kita, pero kelangan ko lang mag-isa

[Repeat Chorus]

Cool Off - Yeng Constantino