Its difficult to love someone when you don't know how to love. I wish I knew how. Ever since my very first relationship, which lasted four years ended about four or five years ago, I find myself always having the following relationships end in a very short period of time. It seems like I'm not capable of loving fully and openly like I once did. Having my heart broken badly on my first relationship probably made me the person I am today. I get very jealous. I think I've become an insecure person. I've become a very selfish and childish.
In my recent relationship, I have hurt her in so many ways. Not a day goes by that we don't have fights. Of course being the self centered and jealous and selfish and insecure person I am, I'd always start the fights with her, even though it wasn't my intention. Is it a "trust" issue? Maybe it is.... Maybe thats part of what kind of a person I am today....
I wish I could turn back time when I knew how to love someone. I wish I could get back that feeling of loving unconditionally. I wish I could love someone with out hurting her. I'm not blaming all this on my first relationship that broke my heart but instead putting the blame on myself for becoming who I am and what I've become. I guess I chose to be like this. I chose to be defensive, jealous, selfish and insecure. I have to change myself before its too late and end up with no one and be lonely for the rest of my life.... 
I wish I knew how....
I wish I knew how to get myself back on track...
I wish I know how to love again...
For the person who I hurt so deeply, I'm very sorry...
Labels: love, my life, relationships

It was a hard fought game. Numerous players getting injured. Players limping out of the field or taking some time to get up. Hard hitting, low scoring, hard nose football game that was dominated by the defense of both teams. The Tennessee Titans committed 3 turnovers and committed 12 penalties for 89 yards. Tennessee had 5 fumbles with two of them lost. But despite committing those errors, Tennessee managed to keep the game close through out the game. Final score was 13-10.
Are the Ravens like the NY Giants of last year? So far they have won two road games on the road. Not to mention that the Ravens have a rookie Head Coach and a rookie quarterback. Joe Flacco became the first rookie quarterback in NFL History to win 2 playoff games.
Hawak Kamay
By: Yeng Constantino
Hawak Kamay - Yeng Constantino
Minsan madarama mo kay bigat ng problema
Minsan mahihirapan ka at masasabing “di ko makakaya”
Tumingin ka lang sa langit
Baka sakaling may masumpungan
Di kaya ako’y tawagin
Malalaman mong kahit kailan
[chorus]
Hawak-kamay
Di kita iiwan sa paglakbay
Dito sa mundong walang katiyakan
Hawak-kamay
Di kita bibitawan sa paglalakbay
Sa mundo ng kawalan
Minsan madarama mo
Ang mundo’y gumuho sa ilalim ng iyong mga paa
At ang agos ng problema’y tinatangay ka
Tumingin ka lang sa langit
Baka sakaling may masumpungan
Di kaya ako’y tawagin
Malalaman mong kahit kailan
[repeat chorus]
[bridge]
Wag mong sabihin nag-iisa ka
Laging isipin meron kang kasama
Narito ako oh, Narito ako
[repeat chorus]
Sa mundo ng kawalan
Hawak-kamay, Hawak-kamay
Sa mundo ng kawalan
Labels: lyrics, lyrics Y, music, Yeng Constantino
Dahil Ikaw
By: True Faith
Dahil ikaw - True Faith
Sa piling ba niya ikaw ay
May lungkot na nararamdaman
Damdamin mo ba’y hindi maintindihan
At sa tuwing ako ang
Nasa iyong isipan
May nakita ka ba na ibang kasiyahan
[refrain]
Nandito lang ako
Naghihintay sa iyo
Na mapansin ang aking damdamin
Na para lang sa iyo
[chorus]
Dahil ikaw ang sigaw ng puso ko
Ikaw ang nasa isip ko
Ang nais ko ay malaman mo
Na ikaw ang tanging pangarap ng buhay
Pag-ibig ko sa iyo ibibigay
Nais ko ay malaman mo
Na mahal kita
Sa piling ba niya ikaw ay
May sakit na nararamdaman
Damdamin mo ba ay sinasaktan
At sa tuwing ako ang
Nasa iyong panaginip
Na tayong dalawa masayang magkapiling
[repeat refrain]
[repeat chorus]
Sana’y pagbigyan ang nadaramang ito
Sana masabi mo na mahal mo rin ako
[chorus 2]
Dahil ikaw ang sigaw ng puso ko
Ikaw ang nasa isip ko
Ang nais ko ay malaman mo
Na ikaw ang tanging pangarap ng buhay
Pag-ibig ko sa iyo ibibigay
Nais ko ay malaman mo
Na mahal kita (ikaw ang sigaw ng puso)
Na mahal kita (ikaw ang nasa isip ko)
Na mahal kita (ikaw ang sigaw ng puso)
Na mahal kita (ikaw ang nasa isip ko)
Labels: lyrics T, music, True Faith
Cool Off
By: Yeng Constantino
Wag ka munang magalit
Ako sana’y pakinggan
Di ko balak ang ika’y saktan
Hindi ikaw ang problema
Wala akong iba
Di tulad ng iyong hinala
Sarili ay di maintindihan
Hindi ko malaman, ano ba ang dahilan
Ng pansatamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan
Minamahal kita, pero kelangan ko lang mag-isa
[Chorus]
Wag mong isipin na hindi ka na mahal
Sarili ko’y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa atin dalawa
Wag ka sanang lumuha
Sana’y intindihin
Ito ang dapat nating gawin
Upang magkakilala pa
At malaman kung tayo
Ay para sa isa’t isa
Wag mong pigilin ang damdamin
Sa aking pagkawala, makahanap ka bigla ng iba
Ngunit pakakatandaan mo sana
Na mahal pa rin kita, pero kelangan ko lang mag-isa
[Repeat Chorus]
Sarili ay di maintindihan
Hindi ko malaman, ano ba ang dahilan
Ng pansatamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan
Minamahal kita, pero kelangan ko lang mag-isa
[Repeat Chorus]
Cool Off - Yeng Constantino
Labels: lyrics, lyrics Y, music, Yeng Constantino
Salamat
By: Yeng Constantino
Kung ito man ang huling awiting aawitin 
Nais kong malaman mong ika’y bahagi na ng buhay ko 
At kung may huling sasabihin 
Nais kong sambitin, nilagyan mo ng kulay ang mundo 
Kasama kitang lumuha 
Dahil sa‘yo ako’y may pag-asa 
Ang awiting ito’y para sa‘yo 
At kung maubos ang tinig, di magsisisi 
Dahil iyong narinig mula sa labi ko 
Salamat, salamat 
Haaaa.. yeah yeaah 
Sana’y iyong marinig, tibok ng damdamin 
Ikaw ay mahalaga sa akin, ang awitin ko’y iyong dinggin 
At kung marinig ang panalangin 
Lagi kang naroroon, humihiling ng pagkakataon 
Masabi ko sa’yo ng harapan 
Kung gaano kita kailangan 
Ang awiting ito’y para sa‘yo 
At kung maubos ang tinig, di magsisisi 
Dahil iyong narinig mula sa labi ko 
Salamat, salamat 
Haaaa.. yeah yeaah 
Ito na ang pagkakataon 
Walang masasayang na panahon 
Mananatili ka sa puso ko kailanman 
Para sa yo ako’y lalaban, ako’y lalaban 
Ang awiting ito’y para sa‘yo 
At kung maubos ang tinig, di magsisisi 
Dahil iyong narinig mula sa labi ko 
Salamat, salamat 
(repeat 2x)
Salamat - Yeng Constantino
Labels: Lyircs, lyrics Y, music, Yeng Constantino
Baby Come Back
By: Player
Spending all my nights, all my money going out on the town 
Doing anything just to get you off of my mind 
But when the morning comes, I'm right back where I started again 
Trying to forget you is just a waste of time 
Baby come back, any kind of fool could see 
There was something in everything about you 
Baby come back, you can blame it all on me 
I was wrong, and I just can't live without you 
All day long, wearing a mask of false bravado 
Trying to keep up the smile that hides a tear 
But as the sun goes down, I get that empty feeling again 
How I wish to God that you were here 
Baby come back, any kind of fool could see 
There was something in everything about you 
Baby come back, you can blame it all on me 
I was wrong, and I just can't live without you 
Now that I put it all together 
Give me the chance to make you see 
Have you used up all the love in your heart 
Nothing left for me, ain't there nothing left for me 
Baby come back, any kind of fool could see 
There was something in everything about you 
Baby come back, listen, you can blame it all on me 
I was wrong, and I just can't live without you 
I was wrong, and I just can't live 
Baby come back, any kind of fool could see 
There was something in everything about you 
Baby come back, you can blame it all on me
Baby come back - Player
(lyrics by James Seals; music by James Seals & Dash Crofts, 1971)
From the albums SUMMER BREEZE (1972), GREATEST HITS (1975) and 
THE SEALS & CROFTS COLLECTION (1979).
See the curtains hangin' in the window, in the evenin' on a Friday night.
A little light a-shinin' through the window, lets me know everything is alright.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.
See the paper layin' on the sidewalk, a little music from the house next door.
So I walked on up to the doorstep, through the screen and across the floor.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.
Sweet days of summer, the jasmine's in bloom. July is dressed up and playing her tune.
And I come home from a hard day's work, and you're waiting there, not a care in the world.
See the smile a-waitin' in the kitchen, food cookin' and the plates for two.
Feel the arms that reach out to hold me, in the evening when the day is through.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind. 
Summer Breeze - Seals and Crofts
Labels: lyrics, lyrics S, music, Seals and Crofts